冰豆直播

[00:04.81]I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it (我不想摊开了说，也不想费神思考)
[00:09.25]I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mm-mmm (不再会在你面前宣泄情绪)
[00:14.47]If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it? (如果我就此沉默，还指望谁来理解？)
[00:18.33]Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls? (难道我只能将恐惧不安藏在心底)
[00:22.99]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love (怪我把爱都给了你这偷心贼)
[00:25.85]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up (才会在你丢弃之后浑身无力)
[00:28.47]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough? (我彻夜难眠不由去想哪里不够好)
[00:32.53]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down (旁人总会对我的失落评头论足)
[00:34.78]I take it to heart but I keep them around (我试图把它深埋心底，可它如影随形)
[00:37.36]And I lie awake tryna drown it out (我躺下来努力让自己平静)
[00:41.83]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here (我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我)
[00:46.74]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak? (我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉)
[00:51.31]I'm numb, numb, numb (力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉)
[00:53.09]Should I run, run, run? (我应该逃离这一切么)
[00:55.59]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要面目全非)
[01:00.67]I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you getting mad about it (我不想吓死你，我看见你竟然为此恼怒)
[01:04.85]No, don't judge me on what I've become (Mm-mmm) (不，你无法裁定我谁)
[01:09.41]Everything is getting loud, and I'm getting down about it (一切都变得嘈杂起来，我对此深感无力)
[01:13.89]I'll count the days until I'm strong (Mm-mmm) (我会记录我开始自强的日子)
[01:19.44]'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love (怪我把爱都给了你这偷心贼)
[01:21.53]And made me feel weak when you gave it all up (才会在你丢弃之后浑身无力)
[01:24.00]So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough? (我彻夜难眠不由去想哪里不够好)
[01:28.17]And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down (旁人总爱对我的失落评头论足)
[01:30.79]I take it to heart but I keep them around (我试图把它深埋心底，可它如影随形)
[01:33.02]And I lie awake tryna drown it out (我躺下来努力让自己平静)
[01:37.26]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here (我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我)
[01:41.57]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak? (我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉)
[01:46.56]I'm numb, numb, numb (力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉)
[01:48.32]Should I run, run, run? (我应该逃离这一切么)
[01:51.41]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要迷失自我)
[01:55.29]I'll drown it out (我要把它淹没)
[01:56.88]Too, too (快要)
[01:59.77]Too, too close to… (快要)
[02:01.53]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要迷失自我)
[02:03.12]Too, too (快要)
[02:07.97]Too, too close to (快要)
[02:10.52]To losing myself (迷失自我)
[02:15.76]I'm too, too close to losing myself, I'm barely even here (我快要迷失自我，几乎不是从前的我)
[02:19.16]I'm too, too close to losing my senses, does that make me weak? (我快要失去知觉，是你让我意志消沉)
[02:24.11]I'm numb, numb, numb (力不从心，麻木消沉，快要变成行尸走肉)
[02:26.04]Should I run, run, run? (我应该逃离这一切么)
[02:29.09]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要迷失自我)
[02:31.78]So I'll drown it out (我要把它淹没)
[02:35.52]But I'm… (但...)
[02:37.92]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要迷失自我)
[02:41.76]But I'll drown it out (但...我要把它淹没)
[02:43.86]I'm too, too close to losing myself (我快要迷失自我)