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[00:00.000] 作词 : Katie Gregson-MacLeod
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Katie Gregson-MacLeod
[00:15.414]I'm twenty-one (正值二十一岁)
[00:17.540]The edge is razor thin (日子过得如履薄冰)
[00:19.930]Between being numb and feeling everything (时而麻木无感 时而又被一草一木裹挟)
[00:25.560]Good days only serve as relief again (美好的日子 只会再次成为解脱)
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[00:34.063]Now I'm watching as I waste away my days (此刻化身座上客 眼看着自己虚度光阴)
[00:40.437]And then it's a cross dissolve (光阴虚过 淡进淡出)
[00:46.550]It's a scene I've played before (旧日一幕 似曾相识)
[00:53.784]And the leading role that I thought I'd hold (天真以为 主角由我出演)
[00:58.294]Doesn't listen to me anymore (我的听众却已不再)
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[01:05.213]But I'm wearing his boxers (而我穿着他的内裤)
[01:08.666]I'm being a good wife (努力做个贤妻良母)
[01:11.057]We won't be together but maybe the next life (这辈子有缘无分 但或许来生能再续前缘)
[01:16.369]I need him like water (我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水)
[01:19.025]He lives on a landslide (他栖在摇摇欲坠的悬崖之上)
[01:21.692]I cry in his bathroom (他的浴室里 我泪流满面)
[01:24.071]He turns off the big light (他熄了那盏明晃晃的灯)
[01:26.728]I'm being a cool girl (我竭力不露声色 做个洒脱的酷妞(出自Gillian Flynn的Gone Girl))
[01:29.386]I'm keeping it so tight (紧攥的双手却率先摊了牌)
[01:31.775]I carry him home while my friends have a good night (我送他回家 而我的朋友却都有个美好的夜晚)
[01:36.824]I need him like water (我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水)
[01:39.478]He thinks that I'm alright (他却觉得我没什么大碍)
[01:42.135]I'm not feeling human (我逐渐超脱于世俗的情结)
[01:44.526]I think he's a good guy (玫瑰色滤镜加持下 我想他是个好人)
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[01:48.022]But it's complex (可千头万绪 怎能理清)
[01:50.762]It's a complex (救世主情结 难以释怀)
[01:58.770]It's a complex (实在难以释怀)
[02:01.161]I'm a complex (只道是身在此山中)
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[02:11.553]Triangular (卡普曼戏剧三角(即受害者 迫害者与拯救者))
[02:14.474]I can see them now (此刻三者的关系 已然明朗)
[02:16.343]Three points at which I let myself down (我足足让自己失望了三次)
[02:21.727]I was just a girl (我就是个普通女孩)
[02:23.657]What's the excuse now? (哪来的什么借口?)
[02:31.160]Too regular (这种关系)
[02:33.554]This pattern (稀松平常)
[02:34.878]I've been taking shelter in reaching new highs (我一直在寻求庇护 为寻求新的刺激)
[02:40.456]When I was nineteen (记得十九岁时)
[02:42.846]I wanted to die (我曾想过一了百了)
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[02:48.753]Now I just want to kill you (而今我只想把你了结)
[02:51.409]But I don't want to paint you the victim (却不愿将你描绘成受害者)
[02:58.050]And I talk a good game (我的口才 足以颠倒黑白)
[03:00.441]I'd die for just the promise you'd listen (只要你肯做我的听众 我就愿赴死)
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[03:06.285]But I'm wearing his boxers (而我穿着他的内裤)
[03:08.940]I'm being a good wife (努力做个贤妻良母)
[03:11.332]We won't be together but maybe the next life (这辈子有缘无分 但或许来生能再续前缘)
[03:16.113]I need him like water (我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水)
[03:18.503]He lives on a landslide (他栖在摇摇欲坠的悬崖之上)
[03:20.893]I cry in his bathroom (他的浴室里 我泪流满面)
[03:23.549]He turns off the big light (他熄了那盏明晃晃的灯)
[03:25.940]I'm being a cool girl (我竭力不露声色 做个洒脱的酷妞)
[03:28.333]I'm keeping it so tight (紧攥的双手却率先摊了牌)
[03:30.988]I carry him home while my friends have a good night (我送他回家 而我的朋友却都有个美好的夜晚)
[03:35.768]I need him like water (我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水)
[03:38.424]He thinks that I'm alright (他却觉得我没什么大碍)
[03:41.081]I'm not feeling human (我逐渐超脱于世俗的情结)
[03:43.737]I think he's a good guy (玫瑰色滤镜加持下 我想他是个好人)
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[03:46.959]But it's complex (可千头万绪 怎能理清)
[03:49.624]It's a complex (救世主情结 难以释怀)
[03:57.326]It's a complex (实在难以释怀)
[03:59.715]I'm a complex (只道是身在此山中)