冰豆直播

[00:16.53]It's like, the more I try, the less I feel (我努力了却什么都感觉不到)
[00:21.37]In desperate need of something real (在崩溃的边缘迫切着渴望着真实)
[00:24.30]Why, lately I ain't been the same? (为什么最近的我不一样了？)
[00:27.05]And why I try so hard to hide this pain (我又为什么这么努力的去隐藏这种痛苦)
[00:30.39]I search, but I can't ever find (我试着去寻找答案，我却找不到)
[00:33.21]Can't seem to leave my past behind (似乎无法忘记我的过去)
[00:36.46]'Cause all the ones I hope would stay (因为所有我希望留下的人)
[00:39.51]Are all the ones that fade away (都会悄然无息的离开)
[00:42.44]Truth is I think about you often (事实是我经常想你)
[00:44.58]I miss your voice, (我想念你的声音，)
[00:45.34]I miss your smile that I used to get lost in (我想念你迷人的微笑)
[00:47.59]I know you know I have this thing for you, (我知道你知道我对你还有感情)
[00:49.38]I never lost it (我从没丢掉过对你的这份爱)
[00:50.64]I think I just lost myself, (我想我只是迷失了自己，)
[00:51.97]In the midst of the non-sense (在胡说八道中)
[00:53.55]9 times out of 10, (十分之九的时间)
[00:54.56]I'd close my eyes and dream about you (我闭上眼睛梦到了你)
[00:56.29]Don't know what it was, (我也不知道那是什么，)
[00:57.40]But you just had this thing about you (但是你好像变了)
[00:59.34]Lately we've been distant, see, (最近我们的距离越来越远，)
[01:00.87]I just can't be without you (我真的没办法离开你)
[01:02.08]And my soul got so attached to yours (我的灵魂如此依恋你)
[01:03.55]I can't be me without you (没有你我不能成为我)
[01:05.09]But, we hate ourselves (但是，我们恨我们自己)
[01:06.65]Because we run from the people we love (因为我们时常会跑走而那是我们喜欢的人啊)
[01:08.43]And we all hold on to the past 'cause we miss what it was (我们都坚持过去，因为我们错过了过去)
[01:11.48]Don't wanna feel so we try to numbin' the pain with these drugs (不想感到难过所以我们尝试用这些药物来消除疼痛)
[01:14.54]Living in hell, 'cause we lost faith in the place up above (生活在地狱里，因为我们对人间失去了信心)
[01:17.70]And my anxiety is breaking me, it kills me (我的焦虑使我伤心，它使我丧命)
[01:20.53]I'm living in a world so fake, (我生活在一个虚假的世界里，)
[01:21.96]I lost touch of the real me (我失去了与真实的我的联系)
[01:23.59]Had to take a look back, (只好回头看看，)
[01:24.81]Just to ask me if I'm still me (问我是否仍然是我)
[01:26.60]And would I still stand for this if they wanted to kill me? (如果他们想杀了我，我仍然会坚持吗？)
[01:29.29]I can't take it no more, (我快不行了，)
[01:30.72]I just can't take it no more (我不能再忍受了)
[01:32.20]I can't smile like I'm okay, (我不能像我没事一样微笑，)
[01:33.46]I just can't fake it no more (我真的不能让它再假了)
[01:35.39]I can't act like I've been happy and complacent no more (我不能表现出我不再快乐和自满的样子)
[01:38.14]'Cause every time I try to change, it is the same as before (因为每次我尝试更改时，都和以前一样)
[01:41.80]My karma's coming, my karma's coming, it's weighing in (我的命运就是这样)
[01:44.91]I'm drinking till all my feelings just fade away again (我只能一直喝酒直到我的所有感觉再次消失)
[01:47.91]And mama, she always told me "this ain't a way to live" (妈妈，她总是告诉我 “这不是一种生活方式”)
[01:50.95]But, when you feel what I'm feeling that's just the way it is (但是，当你感觉到我的感受时，生活就是这样，没有任何办法)
[01:54.00]I'm trying not to break down (我在试着去不精神崩溃)
[01:55.38]But I just can't hide this pain (但我无法掩饰这种痛苦)
[01:57.16]Saw myself in the mirror and I'm just not the same (在镜子里看到了我自己，但我却不一样)
[02:01.14]But who's to blame? I guess we all change (但是该怪谁？我们都变了)
[02:03.26]We hurt the ones we love because of our pain, ****... (我们因为痛苦而伤害了我们所爱的人，)
[02:18.00]It's like, (就像，)
[02:20.09]The more I try, the less I feel (我努力了却什么都感觉不到)
[02:22.83]In desperate need of something real (在崩溃的边缘迫切着渴望着真实)
[02:25.64]Why, lately I ain't been the same? (为什么最近的我不一样了？)
[02:28.72]And why I try so hard to hide this pain (我又为什么这么努力的去隐藏这种痛苦)
[02:31.88]I search, but I can't ever find (我试着去寻找答案，我却找不到)
[02:34.72]Can't seem to leave my past behind (似乎无法忘记我的过去)
[02:37.97]'Cause all the ones I hope would stay (因为所有我希望留下的人)
[02:40.91]Are all the ones that fade away (都会悄然无息的离开)
[02:47.20]Are all the ones that fade away (都会悄然无息的离开)
[02:53.36]Are all the ones that fade away (都会悄然无息的离开)