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[00:02.75]It all started with closed eyes (当我闭上眼睛，思念就开始纠缠)
[00:04.42]And a feeling in my gut telling me (我躯体内有一种声音警告我)
[00:06.64]I need to keep them shut the whole time. (必须停止这种无益的情感)
[00:08.91]Because they opened even for a second and I saw your lips (因为一旦当我的视线与你的双唇相触，我就无法抑制对你的情感)
[00:12.10]They'd suck me in like black holes when they bend light (就像黑洞吸噬光线，对你的爱吸噬我)
[00:15.36]And it was then I realized you were not my world (此时此刻我意识到你不再是我的全世界)
[00:18.79]You were my universe. (你，是我的全宇宙)
[00:22.53]Sometimes when I look up I see stars (有时我抬头仰望)
[00:24.50]That cut through the sky and fade quickly into nothingness (流星划过天际，瞬间消匿于无形)
[00:27.39]And I pray that you aren't as fleeting (我祈祷你不会像它们那样转瞬即逝)
[00:29.30]Because when we're lying in roads I get the same feeling (当我们并肩躺在马路上，我能够感同身受)
[00:31.95]That gravity will just turn off and I'll fall endlessly (若地心引力消失，我将坠入茫茫宇宙)
[00:34.83]Into something much larger than I am (进入一个无法预料的世界)
[00:37.11]And I wonder if that's what it feels like to die and (我想那是否就是死亡的感觉)
[00:39.28]If I'll ever understand God in my lifespan (我耗尽了寿命也无法明了上帝的旨意)
[00:43.36]Because I want to see God (我想要见见上帝)
[00:46.06]I want to know what God feels like (我想要知道上帝是否明白我的感受)
[00:53.93]But with the weight of the bible (我会用圣经的重量)
[00:56.22]I will break Adams ribs (折断亚当的肋骨)
[00:58.18]And repeat, my dear Eve, you do not take after this (然后，我亲爱的夏娃，你将不再重蹈覆辙)
[01:02.54]You were not made in a mans image (你将不再以人类的样子诞生)
[01:05.50]But if that's the case why do you feel so lost  In the empty space that His hand isnt (倘若这是你怅然若失的原因)
[01:12.03]Why do I wait wondering how long it'll take you to admit it (那么为什么我要等待你承认)
[01:16.34]I'd rather keep my mouth shut then start to say what I can't finish (我宁愿保持缄默，然后继续我的未完之言)
[01:20.83]Baby i have limits (亲爱的，我也有难处)
[01:26.95]I have limits (我也有极限)
[01:30.88]So I'm singing 'la la la' in empty rooms that carry sounds like hollow caves, (于是我在空旷的房间里大喊，la la la，却只能听到空谷回声)
[01:37.02]'La la la' just to prove you're not the only one that can occupy a borrowed space, (但这至少证明了除了你，我也有物可依)
[01:43.78]'La la la' for every ship that was set to sail but got washed away, (每当船只启航却被怒浪席卷时，我就高声歌唱 la la la)
[01:49.83]I'm singing 'la la la' in desperate hopes that when it bounces back I hear the octave change, (每当悲伤再次来临，我听到音阶变化，我绝望地唱着 la la la)
[01:52.23]So if we could just pretend that your voice exists inside this empty void within, (如果你的声音在我的空虚生命中无所不在)
[02:01.07]Then holy ****, holy ****, holy **** if you spoke, (那么一旦你开始说话，天啊，我该如何承受？！)
[02:04.20]Insomnia might loosen its wholesome grip on my throat (失眠将紧紧掐住我的喉咙)
[02:07.33]And i can begin to forgive you for admitting the hoax (我会选择原谅你的欺骗)
[02:10.34]Instead of learning to hate you for very minute you don't (而不是憎恨你的背叛)
[02:13.86]Because I sit here wondering if anything you said was true (因为——如果你所说的都是真的呢)
[02:17.25]And who it was that taught you to speak bullets (是谁令你冷语冰人)
[02:20.13]Without considering the exit wound (不考虑后果和伤害)
[02:22.30]Tell me who (告诉我，是谁？！)
[02:25.54]Because I still think back to the first time you called me with nothing to say (我仍然怀念我们初次相遇的时光，温柔地呼喊彼此的名字)
[02:29.60]That morning you were more than just my friend and we both noticed something had changed (那个早晨，我们的友情发酵成了爱情)
[02:34.95]You drove to your parents house and we talked about everything (你回到你父母的家，我们谈论了所有)
[02:39.14]We talked about how much it sucked, but no matter what, we had to remain (我们谈论到，不论未来如何)
[02:44.36]Nothing. (我们必须坚持下去)
[02:48.30]And in that deafening silence, (那天早晨，喧嚣的寂静将我们包围)
[02:51.55]I asked if I could still call you my snowflake (我问你，“我还能叫你‘我的雪花’吗？”)
[02:56.11]And you said okay (你说：“可以。”)
[02:56.90]You said okay. (你说，可以……)
[02:57.64]You said okay. (你说，可以……)