冰豆直播

[00:00.91]Death is real (死亡真的存在)
[00:04.50]Someone's there and then they're not (有的人原本还在 但一会就消失了)
[00:07.51]And it's not for singing about (这不值得歌唱)
[00:10.52]It's not for making into art (也不值得被创作进艺术)
[00:14.29]When real death enters the house, all poetry is dumb (当真正的死亡闯入屋内 一切的诗句都变得愚蠢)
[00:20.63]When I walk into the room where you were (当我走进你曾在的房间)
[00:32.87]And look into the emptiness instead (看着取而代之的空虚)
[00:45.65]All fails (所有都没有作用了)
[00:52.26]My knees fail (我的膝盖)
[00:58.29]My brain fails (我的大脑)
[01:04.49]Words fail (连言语也是)
[01:11.03]Crusted with tears, catatonic and raw (用泪水包裹自己 紧张得发痛)
[01:14.51]I go downstairs and outside and you still get mail (我走下楼 到房外 还有你的信)
[01:23.76]A week after you died a package with your name on it came (你去后一周 一个写着你名字的包裹到达)
[01:28.50]And inside was a gift for our daughter you had ordered in secret (里面装着给我们女儿的礼物 是你秘密买的)
[01:33.41]And collapsed there on the front steps I wailed (我倒下了 在恸哭的前一步)
[01:42.36]A backpack for when she goes to school a couple years from now (那是几年后让她背去学校的背包)
[01:47.37]You were thinking ahead to a future you must have known (那时你瞻望你即将到来不得不知的未来)
[01:50.81]Deep down would not include you (深渊不会包括有你)
[01:53.89]Though you clawed at the cliff you were sliding down (即使认为自己正抓着将要落下的悬崖)
[01:57.02]Being swallowed into a silence that is bottomless and real (忍受着这寂静 如此无尽 如此真实)
[02:07.97]It's dumb (如此愚蠢)
[02:10.68]And I don't want to learn anything from this (我不能希望从中学到什么)
[02:14.41]I love you (我爱你如初)